Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Another chapter in my life drawing to its close... I have 3 hours and 49 minutes until my 15th birthday comes up... I'm talking to Wei Ge now... and somehow I seem to be wondering and thinking... about life and love... and the mysteries before everyone. Somehow, this quote came to me: This is Love, not that he loved us, but that he loved us while we were still his enemy.
Is this God talking to me now? To try to love all around me like how Jesus does? I don't know.
Somehow, I'm counting down the minutes to my 15th birthday... I just feel as though I'm on the brink of something new, I don't know what. Something tells me the year ahead won't be easy for me... All I want to do is do the best I can do, for God, myself and everyone else.....
Looking over the past year, I realized that it's been a rollercoaster of emotions and events. And I'm still wondering if I've had a fulfilling year... I kept drawing close, then pushing God away, my life has changed so much I don't ven know what it's like now. But I guess I've grown up, a little wiser(?) added a few more kg to my body weight and a few more mm to my height. I don't know how it is that I even managed to get past this year.
Strangely philosophical again... shall go to bed pondering the mysteries and joys of living... 2 more hours and 56 minutes left...
BTW... thanks to Choy, Tania, Wei Ge and Weilin for remembering my b-dae in advance... :P thanks guys!!!
Is this God talking to me now? To try to love all around me like how Jesus does? I don't know.
Somehow, I'm counting down the minutes to my 15th birthday... I just feel as though I'm on the brink of something new, I don't know what. Something tells me the year ahead won't be easy for me... All I want to do is do the best I can do, for God, myself and everyone else.....
Looking over the past year, I realized that it's been a rollercoaster of emotions and events. And I'm still wondering if I've had a fulfilling year... I kept drawing close, then pushing God away, my life has changed so much I don't ven know what it's like now. But I guess I've grown up, a little wiser(?) added a few more kg to my body weight and a few more mm to my height. I don't know how it is that I even managed to get past this year.
Strangely philosophical again... shall go to bed pondering the mysteries and joys of living... 2 more hours and 56 minutes left...
BTW... thanks to Choy, Tania, Wei Ge and Weilin for remembering my b-dae in advance... :P thanks guys!!!
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