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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

time to revitalize the blog that was dead... no momentum here... haha...
oh dear... I think I just sounded like Maureen Ng...
jeez..... ah well... still kind of pissed over the whole weird funtasia thing
but, if you ask me, I'm ambivalent... I'd much rather slack at home...
and making me cook something I don't want to is a drag... might or might not help cook haha... porbably might though, in the end...
If this sounds disjointed, that's cos I am... in a disjointed mood, that is...
schoolwise...
have I not yet spelled out my chem-class saga?
I haven't?
what a shame...
so it goes something like this
me: ms tan, i signed up for ao-chinese, but it's not on my timetable
ms tan: it isn't? oh no! but mr yeo says he didn't know you were
(it become apprent that there was a communication screwup)
me: so how?
ms tan (a few hours later): ok. you will have chinese during my chem classes, your practical class will be with a different Ip chem class, and you will have your tutorials with mr sito's mainstrem class
me: ok................................ ( meaning, o...k..., but in a reluctant sort of way)

it's weird though... I feelweirded out by the number of groups of people I now encounter on a weekly basis... not that I'm complaining, just that I'd like to stick to my comfort zone a get a class with my IP peers... not that my tutorial class doesn't rock... in fact, it might be just a bit more alive than my original chem tutorial class.... but still (makes an inarticulate whining noise)

lessons on the whole are interesting (try separating the syllables when pronouncing it. that's how it is for me) wondering where all my competency with maths has fled to, realising how woefully inadequate and unprepared i am for econs, struggling to come to terms with the fact that my german might by flying off to the four winds, discovering my limited capabilities at GP, and wondering when the axe will fall on this wonderful new spurt of chemistry "genius"
mistake me not, for once, I am on par with the rest of my class, a rare thing for any science subject I have undertaken to laern thus far. I wonder why I even thought of taking this kind of thing up... I mean, chem and econs? I think I was completely unprepared for what I finally decided to land as my subject combi...
not to mention the fact that looming common tests (ok, they're in term3, but still) are making my head spin... i don't even have my june hols to mug, due to the fact that I'll be in deautschland. Frau Schraudolph says that we'll have time to study in altensteig, but seriously... yeah, right. I'll be lucky if I get to study one hour a week, let alone 4 hours a day...
upshot of it all is, I gotta study... or I'm doomed... and somehow, I can't find the incentive/impetus/buttkicker to do it....

more from this weirded out person sometime in the next century...
haha...
bye bye...

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