Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Life is weird
so's the world
but sometimes this "I'm crazy" facade is stupid... somehow I feel I'm creating a mental illness for myself for the sake of hiding me...
abtruse? yeah, it is
the individual questions I hold for myself seem somehow not relevant to my present day and life... I have no idea who I truly am...
cliched? yeah, it is
it's this whole 'living life the way I want it to be' thing that jurts... sometimes I think that I'm too idealistic for my own good... that somehow, I will never be significant enough to either change something in the world, or be a great person
sucks? you bet it does
so's the world
but sometimes this "I'm crazy" facade is stupid... somehow I feel I'm creating a mental illness for myself for the sake of hiding me...
abtruse? yeah, it is
the individual questions I hold for myself seem somehow not relevant to my present day and life... I have no idea who I truly am...
cliched? yeah, it is
it's this whole 'living life the way I want it to be' thing that jurts... sometimes I think that I'm too idealistic for my own good... that somehow, I will never be significant enough to either change something in the world, or be a great person
sucks? you bet it does