Monday, June 26, 2006
sat for the 1st 2 common test papers.
shall wave bye bye to any hope of taking a H3.
The first choice for H3, and I died...
ah well, no one can say I didn't try...
hope I don't fail...
so I might have a hope of getting another H3, hopefully in maths...
unless I flunk that too
might have to wave goodbye to running for CP...
hope not either
really really want it...
life is unfair...
shall wave bye bye to any hope of taking a H3.
The first choice for H3, and I died...
ah well, no one can say I didn't try...
hope I don't fail...
so I might have a hope of getting another H3, hopefully in maths...
unless I flunk that too
might have to wave goodbye to running for CP...
hope not either
really really want it...
life is unfair...
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Germany
soo...
in germany now
and the cold weather seems to be following us everywhere... it's been freezing. I feel wrung out and exhausted... haven't gooten a chance to catch my breath since school started (ok, so I WANTED to go to england in march) but I still need time to SLEEP. The last day of school was shitty... and completely stressful with all the teachers giving us presents in the form of homework and makeup classes, for which I can't attend. I feel pissed, because i HAVE to do well for my cts. If I don't... I'd much rather fling myself off the nearest building. Not to mention the tagebuch entries we have to write everyday... I've given up doing them since day 2. it is now day 8. and I've been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 7... so yeah... we do it during the schoolterm, and we're fine with it then... just that now it's worse... cos my system is startingto rebel. and I go back to the hostel at like 10.30 or 11...
sighs
other than that, It's pretty ok here... been spending a lot though, and still wondering if it's ok...
sheiße shit merde
bye bye
in germany now
and the cold weather seems to be following us everywhere... it's been freezing. I feel wrung out and exhausted... haven't gooten a chance to catch my breath since school started (ok, so I WANTED to go to england in march) but I still need time to SLEEP. The last day of school was shitty... and completely stressful with all the teachers giving us presents in the form of homework and makeup classes, for which I can't attend. I feel pissed, because i HAVE to do well for my cts. If I don't... I'd much rather fling myself off the nearest building. Not to mention the tagebuch entries we have to write everyday... I've given up doing them since day 2. it is now day 8. and I've been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 7... so yeah... we do it during the schoolterm, and we're fine with it then... just that now it's worse... cos my system is startingto rebel. and I go back to the hostel at like 10.30 or 11...
sighs
other than that, It's pretty ok here... been spending a lot though, and still wondering if it's ok...
sheiße shit merde
bye bye
