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Damnit... keep forgetting that I still have homework to pass up by this coming tues before I go off for missions camp... arrggghhhh.... must be getting senile... spent the whole day trying to hunt for a black dance leotard for the camp... and I couldn't find it... the great Singapore Sale coupled with limited pieces left in any store made it next to impossible for me to make it anywhere...
got a hurting thraot now... must have been all those bottles of ice lemon tea and that glass of teh I had that did it :( hopefully I'll be able to perform all throughout for the camp...
anyhow people... all those who want to read Alex's blog won't be able to... apparently his blog server is down...

Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Didn't get to watch Troy with Alex today... wonder if I'll EVEr get to see it with him... haiz... but at least I managed to see him today cos Delia and I went to watch Shrek 2 after shopping with our mums and so after the movie we met up with Alex and Annabel... We walked down to far east and took neos before they took off... ah well, at least some of the air's cleared between me and my mum... so hopefully that will work out fine soon... My dad came back from China today, and he bought me this book comparing Hitler and Churchill... sounds interesting and yet boring... have no idea how I'm going to drag myself to start reading the book...

Why is it that when one area of your life starts going well, another area falls spectacularly to pieces? I KNOW my mum has my best interests at heart and all, but can't she at least leave me alone to fumble around on my own??? Apparently she forgot to mentin that going out to watch a movie, even when other people are around, is forbidden as well... stupid... grrr... and that just pulled me out of my entire holiday and end of term mood. So instead of letting me go out tomorrow, she's suggesting other stuff, like finishing my holiday homework. Great. Fine. Perfect. How exciting. It gets more and more irritating... and I just realised that if my mum doesn't boil over, she simmers. And simmering is bad... And I have got just one thing to say to parents out there: LET YOUR KIDS LEAD YOUR OWN LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just told my mum about Alex and me... she didn't actually blow up... but she did give me a 45 minute lecture on the perils of the world around me and that I was impressionable, naive and gullible etc. And then she said she disapproved of it, but since we were together, she wouldn't stop us... interesting... at least she didn't blow up... and thank God my dad wasn't around or I'd have been sent to a convent right away... :P

Like I said earlier, I thought I'd be nice and not skip german today... so after that I went down to PS to meet Alex... and I realised that Troy was 3 hours long so we couldn't watch it... the next screening was at 7 and my mum would have screamed at me if I came home at 10 something on a weekday night... :( not sorry I went for german... but I'm just sad... wonder if I'm ever going to watch Troy... we'll try to catch it on Sat... hopefully....... gotta finish my MI essay now... don't know if I still can crap reasonably well...

Just finished my IS1103 test... thought I'd failed it at first but then I realised it wasn't that bad... hopefully I can score better for this test than I did for the first one... haha... got 14 out of 40 for my atoms test... expected it, but I just found out that I could have passed it if I'd thought a bit harder and was given a bit more time... haiz... ah well...at least my mum knows what to expect... I think I'll skip german today if chin doesn't show up for maths... cos I won't be able stand waiting one and a half hours for the lesson....
and while I'm in school whiling away the rest of the day, my darling Alex is in the Chinese High Hostel trying to get rid of a cold... get well soon darling... :)

Had 2 free periods today cos of IH and Chin said he wasn't going to come in for Maths... what a relief... so I managed to have lunch with Alex... unfortunately, we couldn't go home at 12.20 (Maths was the last period) cos we had a last minute CAAL lecture... sigh... and it didn't really concern me... should have just skipped it or got a blue slip like what Annabel did...
My mum's birthday today... and my dad's overseas... so my sis baked her a cake and bought her chocolates... I made a necklace for her... good thing we didn't go out like what we always do every year... IS1103 test tomorrow... and am slogging for it as hard as I can (which isn't very hard). I am trying not to screw this test up, or my grade will be completely screwed... and speaking of screwing up grades, I am positive I got a u for my atoms test... sucks... ah well, that's the way the cookie crumbles... after the bio test tomorrow, I am free... and I'm wondering now if i should skip German... so I can enjoy to my heart's content... but then, I realised that we haven't been really nice to Frau Schraudolph, so I shall rush my german homework during lunch and go for german and pass it up...
MI essay due on Fri... and I HOPE i can churn out a reasonable essay by tomorrow night... and I'm fervently hoping Alex doesn't have pre u sem tomorrow... other than that, life is still wonderful... love Alex so much... sorry everyone if I was acting a bitch today...

Spent nearly the whole day in church on Sunday cos of the mission camp briefing... when I got home it was 6 and I had to rush out my humans essay and the WP project on social classes... didn't sleep until one... and then at 4.30 my wonderful Dad woke the entire household up cos he was getting ready for his business trip... sigh... Monday was a day for slogging... Brian Ang wasn't in school, so we got mentoership and IH periods to mug for chinese... during German we didn't have a lesson cos Frau Schraudolph wanted us to help file up all the stuff for the pre u sem... at the end of it she said that it had been the most productive German lesson of the year... and I whole heartedly agree.
Today we got our maths paper back... I got 27 for it... highest in the class... again... I'm happy I didn't fail... but that's about it... chinese test was ok... I guess... i think I'll be able to do relatively well for it... hope that isn't unfounded... anyhow, I'm glad it's over... only the IS1103 test to go... and then I am FREE... just hope Alex doesn't have pre u sem on thursday...

Met Annabel at Orchard MRT today... and we went to Zara to try on clothes... and after that we went to Taka and ate there. Alex met us later on after that, he couldn't come earlier cos he had a pre u sem on in school... and he went shopping... and bought 2 sweaters, a pair of jeans and one shirt that was pretty cool... the caption on it was "3 nails + 1 cross = 4given"... and we saw my mum's friend walking out of giordano when he went in to get his jeans... scary moment... it's so darn freaky when stuff like that happens... Alex got his ear pierced at bits and pieces... It looks ok... i guess... sorry darling, but words just fail me when I try to term it... and Annabel got a second piercing... interesting... couldn't see how it looked cos my Mum was screaming at me and I had to go off...
It's been a wonderful day of not doing any work... besides studying for Chinese... and now I feel guilty cos I've realised I've been dumping a lot of my project work stuff onto my other groupmates... so sorry people... I'll try to work harder... and if I don't you can bash me on the head or something... Anyways, as always, life rocks... Alex is wonderful... Thank you God...

Generally pissed today... during SPIRE we were supposed to hand up our reflection logs but only 2 of us did it... pissed Ms Low... so she spent 20 minutes nagging us... and then during atoms to matter she spent a good 3 quarters of the lesson telling us how spoilt IP kids were... all about procrastination and all the crap... and she said "I spent one lesson scolding my CT last year... don't think I can't do that to you" (and according to Alex, its true). All of us just sat there... and I was thinking that it was Brian Ang all over again... and then during WP, Ms Teo kind of told us the same thing, in different terms... ah well...
Just kind of blew up at my mother when I told her that I was going out with Annabel and Alex tomorrow.... didn't add in the Alex part though.... anyhow, she told me I should be studying Chinese and doing my homework instead.... So I flared up and told her that I'd been studying the entire week and I needed a break... SHE said that I'd been playing a lot... pissed... anyways, I'm still going out tomorrow... I'll talk her round to it... and yeah... oh man... that in itself is what my parents expect me to do... mug and study, strictly no bgrs, and as for going out, well, that's just a waste of money... sigh...
I've been working (and forcing myself to work) for the past few weeks... and it's seriously tiring me out... I've never felt so tired before today... just tired, listless and pissed... and thanks to my wonderful mood, I put Annabel into her bitchy mood, who in turn kind of pissed Alex off a bit... so they were bitching... haiz.... all I feel like doing is sleeping, but because I want to go out tomorrow, I have to finish my maths and my IH essay... wonderful...

Today started off with a whole series of mugging and last minute cramming for atoms to matter... I just realised I left out a whole portion of mole comcept (or rather, I forgot half of it) but I wasn't too freaked out, cos I thought the teachers might be nice... but then, the gullible me didn't realise that teachers are at their meanest during tests. Easy test? I wish... I left out at least one third of all the questions. I went in thinking I'd pass reasonably well and ended the test knowing I'd be lucky if I passed.
After that, went through Chinese and Maths... and then for lunch with Alex. Sucky thing is, he had to go off for Pre-U sem 20 minutes after lunch started didn't get to talk much... :( spent the rest of lunch rushing German homework... and I must say, I had one of the nicest German lessons to date in NJC because Frau Schraudolph received a request from Wei Ge to postpone our German test to next term, and she agreed... so I've got the entire weekend to mug for one language, not 2... and since she said we looked so tired and down, she released us half an hour hour early... YAY!!! haha...
After that I had chinese tuition (another sucky down today) which more or less sucked... cos my wonderful teacher just yarned on and on for half an hour more thatn she should have, and since I drank one big glass of orange juice before my tuition and hadn't really eaten for 7 hours straight, my gastric juices went right to work... to make matters worse, I fell down yesterday after the track and field meet, and scraped and bruised my knee... and I banged it 3 more times today... once during Chinese calss and twice more during tuition... hmm... chinese = bruised knee? shall have to think about that...
Oh dear... this sounds like a majorly depressing entry... but I am definitely not depressed... I'm just glad that a)Atoms test is over and b)I managed to spend some time with Alex. :) and now, to work i go...

Life is wonderful... beautiful and perfect... :P just so happy... And I just realised how wonderful Alex is... and everything... *sigh*... happyhappyhappy... grinz... unfortunately, gotta finish up lots of ongoing work... especially my chem helpsheet...
BTW, LIGNUM ROCKS :P:P:P Track nd field meet today, and we got 3rd, beating Ignis... :P:P:P Andre was great and so were Fei Fan and Tammy... esp the cheerleaders... :D Oh man... so happy... Praise God from whom all blessings flow.... Never knew love could be so sweet, or life so wonderful...

Trade your heavy heart
for a heart of Joy
celebrate what God has done
join the sound of praise
as we gather here
celebrate the Lord of Love

Need I say more? I am happy... very happy today... so much so that I'm overflowing... and the magnitude of it scares me... :P

Heute habt Frau Schraudolph gesagt, dass wir am Montag eine Klassenarbeit haben. Warum? Weil einen Idiot habt gesagt, dass wir einen Klassenarbeit brauchen. Leck mich am Arsch. Quatsch mit Sosse... wir haben mit diese deutsche Klassenarbeit 3 Teste in die naechte Woche: Chinessisch, IS1103, und Deutsch. Und wir muessen auch zwei Aufsaetze schreiben. Scheisse, scheisse, scheisse.... aber ich will mit Annabel und Weiying am Samstag einen Film sehen... ich brauche einen Pause...

The NJ food fair yesterday was pretty fun... I guess... the food sold pretty well... but we were kind of stuck at onepoint cos we had to use a crockpot to heat up the cheese, and there were none availiable... so we had to go into one of the scince labs and ask Mr Chin if we could use the powerpoint there... After the whole thing was over Annabel Alex and I went down to KAP to hang out... and I got a feeling we kind of pissed Annabel off cos we went to look through the vcds at Video Ezy and she had to saty behind and look after the bags. After that, we started studying and she had absolutely nothing to do... so yeah... sorry Annabel...

I spent the whole afternoon today studying at the American Club library... finally... no distractions, nothing... I should go there and study more often...but now, I NEED to finish my chinse homework... and I haven't the heart to work... sigh...

Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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haha... I took this same love test before... and the results I got are different... this is weirdly interesting...

we were let off at 1.20 today to prepare for college day... and so I went down to Giant with Charissa, Weilin and Pok and Dot for food... it was interesting (for lack of a better word) and Pok and Dot were walking everywhere together... *sigh... so sweet*... haha... anyhow, we bought all the stuff... and then we went to by all the utensils at Beauty World Plaza... and then we went to Charissa's house to make the cheese sauce... good thing her godmother was in and helped us... or we'd have ended up with something inedible :P and if anyone criticizes it tomorrow, I shall really bash that person up :P

I'm supposed to be working, but, as always, I can't... my mind seems to be falloing asleep... sigh... needtoworkneedtowordneedtowork...

Since Frau Schraudolph wasn't here today, she put Elizabeth in charge of the class... and I think most of us skipped it... haha... I did... and went to J8 with Annabel and Feifan...it was quite fun... and I just realised that I've got a thing for stripes...hmm... interesting... I have just realised that I am seriously spending a lot.. as can be seen from my having $8 left... sread it out over 3 days, and I have and avrage of $2.60... I should learn how to manage my money... but easier said than done...
Annabel and I were talking about chinese poems in class (don't ask me how it got to that topic) and so Mr Chin got really pissed and threw a marker at us.... oh man... first time a teacher got pissed with me for talking to much... maybe we were overdoing it... but still... but it was a teensy bit amusing... but it kind of pissed me off too... cos I don't like chin... so I try to avoid him by being as unobtrusive as possible... but that didn't work out so well...

haha... debated again today... or should I say yeasterday?... and have still realised that I still kind of suck... anyhow, hopefully I'll improve... it doesn't bother me as much now though... the resason why I'm up at 3 am in the morning is because a: my sistere is sleeping in my room and the air-con's on so I'm so frigin' cold I can't get back to sleep in there and b: I've got my space science helpsheet to do... and the test is 6 hours and 20 minutes from now... c: I slept at 10 just now cos I was so tired so I'm awake now so I can salvage whatever time left and dp last minute stuff...and d: German homework. I should really apply myself to that... cos I think we've been mean to Frau Schraudolph. So yeah... I can't care about any other homework that's to be handed in tomorrow that i've missed out...

oh man... parents are coming back tonight... and I'm a bit relieved... cos I'm running out of cash :P haha... just goes to show that it's all I look to them for... just kdding... but I have been spending to much... better learn how to manage my finances better... been doing lots of research(hope its on the right topic) and I STILL have no idea where to getthe research for atoms to matter... anyhow... anderes ist in ordnung.... aber ich brauche mehr Geld!!!

last day of freedom... it went by too soon... the only sucky thing is that I never got to wish my mum a happy mother's day cos she was out of the country... ah well... at least I've got tomorrow... I'll buy her something... as for now... everyone else is stressed... and I don't know if I should be too... there's at least 7 assignments and projects due during the course of the next 3 weeks... and I might have the basic foundation laid out as to go about doing them, I can't bring myself to actually start doing them... oh well... at least I'm getting back into working mode... I guess I feel quite relaxed cos the pace of everything seems to be slowing down (for me) and my parents aren't around to nag... so I guess there are pros and cons to everything...

There was the inter ip class debate finals today... and it wasn't a good debate... cos 03 had style, and their case was crap, while 05 had a good case, but their style (or lack thereof) pulled them down... in the end, both sides were arguing about what we use to discern stuff and all that.... rotten debate.... 03 had scripts and were literally reading off their papers... and 05 only prepared their case minutes before... in fact, i think 05 deserved to win... cos their case wasn't as crappy as 03, but they lost understandably on style... ah well... style isn't everything...

I need to work I need to work I need to work... arrgghhh.... WHY CAN'T I WORK? I have been slacking way... need to work... and finish homework... and I can't!!! Ohmanohmanohman... things I need to do
1. Project proposal... frankly speaking, I've already done my share... but I'm trying to see if there's anything extra that needs to be put in....
2. Deutsche Hausaufgaben... I wish I could screw it... but I can't
3. Bionic eye... wish I could screw it too
4.Maths... I've done parts B&C of my assignment but I can't do part A cos my textbook's in school... so no choice there...
5.IH and WP... I should start on them even if they're not due for at least another week... but arrgghhh... haven't even done those due tmr...
6. IH project... I don't even have a clue as to what I'm supposed to do...
7.Chinese Zhuo Ye... we were supposed to do it like ages ago... but I haven't done it... so yep... screw it...
8. Space science help sheet test... need to study for that... I'm hoping that will be the one module I won't screw up ... If were to maintain any grade, it would be that...

Ok... since I've written it all out... let's hope I can finish it all... but I doubt it...
Dear Lord please motivate
My mind to work and study
Grant me peace of mind
and concentration
that I may glorify your name
Through my grades
now and always :)

Woke up early, went to school... tried to do the humans project with Annabel, but ended up talking about what went on in Charismatic after I left... then went strolling around the entire stretch of shops from Serene Centre to Coro... then went down to Holland V to meet the J1s for lunch... We were supposed to go watch the finals of the IHL debates... and we were there at 12.20... and apparently it started at 2... sigh... I really wanted to strangle Eugene for passing Alex the wrong info... anyhow, I didn't go for the finals in the end... I went back to Holland V with Alex and Annabel... and bought beads... yay... and I've basically been stoning for the rest of the time... arrggghhh.... supposed to study... but can't... Wei Ying, I'm disappointed in you... you taught your junior too well....

Just came back from Charismatic with Annabel and Alex.. I walked out halfway cos I had to go home.... but... well... I prefer Youth Service at PLMC... for a number of reasons. Firstly, I'm a Methodist, and that was Catholic... so praying to the Blessed Mother for intercession doesn't really sit well with me... secondly, maybe it's cos of the reverence Catholics treat Charismatic or something... but I find Youth Service a whole lot more fun... as in we get to worship without any restraint... cos the settings are informal... we get to sing and dance (literally), but during the praise and worship at Christ the King I felt kind of stifled... not sure, partly cos of that and also cos I didn't know half the songs...
One thing that I'm thankful for is that God's prescence was there... all around... I could feel it... and it felt really nice... cos I was really debating with myself whether I should go... then I felt God around me... and I could almost hear him say, "Rest assured, who cares if you're a methodist in a catholic service? The fact's just that you came to see Me." That was really wonderful... and this really let me see that there's no real difference between a Methodist and a Catholic faith... the basis is there... just that Catholicism is just a bit more ritualistic and Catholics believe in Mary...
Speaking of which, I spent $14.90 on a praise and worship CD... and its really fun listening to it now... :P

I seriously have nothing really much to write... except I might as well bring up the deleted past of my blog... the entry that talked about IP01's free matchmaking service... those who didn't read it, too bad for you... those who did, I have nothing to say... Anyways... from the looks of it, the matchmaking has kind of faded off... in its place is a free matchmaking maintainence service... Since no new "couples" have sprung up, it's now time for cheif match maker Annabel to continue 'suaning' people. And what else could be better than tormenting the one sitting next to you??? The wonderful person who's typing this out now was therefore subject to the 'suaning' of Annabel and Russell (jeez.... and he says he isn't a himbo) all thoughout maths... firstly about me and Alex... then when that novelty of it died down, the me and Louis thing came in... it is seriously irritating... especially when you're literally cornered in, and you can't talk to anyone else 'cos no one's sitting next to you...

A Voice Within

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

I was listening to this song... and I realised how apt it was... it's what lots of people have been telling me the past few days... frankly speaking, I think this is one of my favourite songs... :)

Oh man... I really hate to say this... but I HAVE to say it,,, the NJ debate is in deep shit... ok... now that I've said it, I feel as though it was a teensy bit uncalled for, but today's debate really sucked... it was a thousand times worse than the debates that usually come up. ACJC debates are next sat.... and the J1s don't even seem half way ready... anyways, hope they'll be able to work hard enough... the one big diff between the J1 and IP debaters is that the IP debaters are really willing to commit... during the JG's we all tried our best and tried to improve... all the ones debating, that is... but the J1s seem as though they couldn't care less.... and that's really sad... hopefully they'll be able to see this... or maybe they do and they just don't care... I hope it's not the latter or we really are doomed... ok... that sounds REALLY depressing... shan't think about it too much... but they've improved from when they've first started out... so yeah...
Anyhow, I AM FREE!!! at least for one blessed week, that is... my parents have left for australia... and life is wonderful... I can breathe... *grinz*... unfortunately, there's my solar system writeup and a german compo due tomorrow... and I've also got chinese tuition... but for now, I don't really care... I can more or less do what I like now... haha... freedom... :D

haha.... after I posted yesterday, I went to sleep from 9 all the way up to 5... didn't do my homework (for once) and I am relatively refreshed... anyhow, I had SPA today, and we were tested on titration.... I think that bloody thing is going to pull my grades down like crazy... firstly, my burette leaked... then I my pippette couldn't suck up the milk cos there clumps of milk powder stuck at the tip... stupid thing... spent 40 minutes of my one hour struggling with it.... grrr..... after that I had a chinese compo to do... and I stayed back in school to study until 4.30 to finish it cos I didn't feel like doing it at home.... the bad thing about working in the school canteeen is that anyone you know will come up to you, sit down, and chat for at least 15 minutes... at least it gave me a break... and my entire compo is like a prop case... debate does come in handy at times... and now... 14 hours more until my beloved parents depart for Australia!!! YAY!!! haha... I am just waiting for that blessed moment of freedom... not that I hate them or have anything against them at the moment... it's just that I need space... lots and lots of it... :P:P:P tomorrow is going to be such a wonderful day... ahh... one week of bliss... I hear the birds singing....

ok.... we lost to 03 in the debate today... I don't mind that much, especially since tests are coming up... at least we didn't lose to 02, cos when all's said and done, I'm still a bit pissed at what they did.... just my prediposition.... haha.... anyhow, Wei Ge still had best speaker (you go,girl!) and Nina, Annabel and Keith, you guys were really REALLY good.... I don't care, Annabel.... you didn't screw up, no matter how hard you deny it, even if you did run over time...

That was the only bright spot today... we had this shitty lecture on active citizenry during mentorship... and it ran over time and ate into our lunch period, so we were short changed by 15 minutes, and that's a lot, esp. since the entire level seemed to be eating at the same time... so I skipped lunch cos there wasn't any point queing when lessons would start when I'd just gotten my food... I was almost going to get a really bad bout of gastric, however, thanks to Annabel, who queued up and bought me food, I didn't :)... anyhow...I was so tired/depressed (again! what else is new?) I wrote the following poems during Maths:

Screw everything
I'm burning out
I'm going crazy
wanna shout
scream, kick,
anything
is this all a stupid dream?
I need a break
before I crack
my body feels like I'm in the rack
Someone help me
I'm desperate
I need to rest
SCREW EVERYTHING!

Annabel's reply:
Life's like this
a stifled creed
it's really all you make
of it

and sometimes
the flailing stones
come flying at me
in all directions
and all I want is to cower
for just that moment in time
frozen
so I can breathe
but it wells up deep down

I just open my mouth
and take that tiny breath
I need rejuvenation

So don't just freeze
Cos it really won't work
Plot and plan
and somehow you will
dodge the stones

Stand up, don't fall
stand strong
alone
and breathe

Interesting, isn't it? Annabel's really good at writing this kind of stuff :P

Debate debate debate... the jg's are over and I'm still eating, breathing and drinking debate... I came back last night from the A-div jg's... and then I stayed up to 1 something talking to Alex and Annabel... woke up at 7.20 cos I had to meet my writers and speakers and questioners for the MI debate... after that at 9.30 or so I went down to Wei Ying's house for debate with the debate society... haiz... it was all seriously hilarious and stuff... I have to admit... debate ROCKS!!! anyhow... WeiYing has this really wonderful house... and well... lucky her... but like it or not, I still prefer my own home... I still have homework to finish up... but unfortunately, ever since thursday when I skipped germna, I have been on a slacking spree.... dunnoe if that's good or bad... I can't seem to be bothered to work... ah well... I am going to make myself slack for the rest of today... then work tomorrow... thank goodness there's only May left before the June holidays... at least I'll have a chance to be super bored... let's see... one month, 4 1/2 weeks, 31 days, 744 hours... I shall be counting down... :P:P:P... common tests are coming too... hopefully my GPA won't drop... or I'll really die and get it from my parents...