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ok.... we lost to 03 in the debate today... I don't mind that much, especially since tests are coming up... at least we didn't lose to 02, cos when all's said and done, I'm still a bit pissed at what they did.... just my prediposition.... haha.... anyhow, Wei Ge still had best speaker (you go,girl!) and Nina, Annabel and Keith, you guys were really REALLY good.... I don't care, Annabel.... you didn't screw up, no matter how hard you deny it, even if you did run over time...

That was the only bright spot today... we had this shitty lecture on active citizenry during mentorship... and it ran over time and ate into our lunch period, so we were short changed by 15 minutes, and that's a lot, esp. since the entire level seemed to be eating at the same time... so I skipped lunch cos there wasn't any point queing when lessons would start when I'd just gotten my food... I was almost going to get a really bad bout of gastric, however, thanks to Annabel, who queued up and bought me food, I didn't :)... anyhow...I was so tired/depressed (again! what else is new?) I wrote the following poems during Maths:

Screw everything
I'm burning out
I'm going crazy
wanna shout
scream, kick,
anything
is this all a stupid dream?
I need a break
before I crack
my body feels like I'm in the rack
Someone help me
I'm desperate
I need to rest
SCREW EVERYTHING!

Annabel's reply:
Life's like this
a stifled creed
it's really all you make
of it

and sometimes
the flailing stones
come flying at me
in all directions
and all I want is to cower
for just that moment in time
frozen
so I can breathe
but it wells up deep down

I just open my mouth
and take that tiny breath
I need rejuvenation

So don't just freeze
Cos it really won't work
Plot and plan
and somehow you will
dodge the stones

Stand up, don't fall
stand strong
alone
and breathe

Interesting, isn't it? Annabel's really good at writing this kind of stuff :P